I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!

OK, so maybe I won't stop using xanga...since it is the only like site that I can write entries in...
But, yeah..so my friend susan from western just heard word that she got accepted into UW for the winter quater. I mean I'm happy and all for her, but I can't help the feeling that I will be missing her a tremendous amount. Her and Jay are like pretty much the only people are really hangout with, but i guess that's just something I have to deal with......

Also, I was thinking about just dropping out of Western and going to SCC, especially since I don't have the money to attend Western. Plus, I miss my friends and the city life.

As pathetic as this my sound to people, I feel God did send me to Western for a reason, and I have to know what that reason is... Have I already recieved what I needed or do I still have ways to go....right now I'm so confused...but, I want to go by God's will and not my own..... I seem to dissappoint all the time, yet he still accepts me....I don't have much time to make my decision either...so who knows.... maybe there is more to come?

OK, so halloween is coming up. Meaning lots of things to do.....lots of things...if you get my drift...but, knowing me..I will most likely sleep, eat, study and workout...

at least I think?

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